  haven't written you anything in awhile so this is the final attempt a last ditch effort to tell you... what? i don't know but i'm sure it was something important it always is. and this is the point at which i start to cry and you bend down and ask, "what's wrong" and i reply with a saline "i'm fine" because its in the script thats my line and really nothings wrong its just me and you know how that goes are you getting this? am i making it clear? oh what a silly question-- how fantastical like i could every really come out here and just say what i mean.
this is the point where i look up at the sky trying to avoid your much too knowing eyes and scream loud you give a start and ask, "are you okay" but i'm not answering it wouldn't matter what i said anyways its all in the script. 
