  is there a word for the phobia of people? apparently it is called sociophobia, and i think i have it. today, well actually yesterday, or more like just a few hours ago, i went to the mint, that god forsaken karaoke bar, because it was maggie's birthday celebration. everyone and there mama was there, and i had to sit in the middle of it. i don't know what it is, and i don't want to sound like a whining bitch. despite being a loud and happening hip place, all i could hear was my heart beat and my own breathing. i find people so intimidating even if i know you or i don't. i don't know what to say to people. i just shrug my shoulders and move on. the highlight of the nite other than maggie's show stopping song, was the cute british guy singing a take that song. supposedly he was straight..... yeah right.... but anyways back to my point... being around people frightens me beyond belief.
do i need a pill? do i need therapy? who needs those things when you have a free public blog? i wish things were different, but they're not. oh well..... i guess you'll always be catching me with head phones around me ears and a book in my face. 
