  Chicago or Bust I'm not sure how many people actually know I have a website...I'm not even sure how many people read this, but I don't care. If I think of something to write, then I'm going to write it. This is kinda my way of writing out my thoughts I guess you can say.
Rather than writing them down in a little journal, I write them out on this. I used to be good at random deep thoughts... only now I can't ever think of anything to say. But I guess I will talk about our upcoming trip to Chicago. Im really glad Im going, and the same time.. Im not sure that Im ready to go. Chicago is such a God absent place, where not many people have heard the name of God, and I just hope that I will know enough to be able to share that with people, and not preach something wrong to someone. Or if someone questions me about why I believe what I believe, I just hope that I can answer that.
over the next 2 months before we go, were going to have training so we will know what its going to be like when we get out there, and before then I hope that I will realize that I'm going to need to be closer to God than I have ever been before.. and after the Chicago trip I hope that I will have faith that can move mountains. 
