  Stereotypes &nbsp; How come everyone sees me as the "model" or the "actor"? I mean why can't I just be normal and seen for me and not what I look like or what I do? Why can't I been seen as Kyle Torti, and not Tyler my older brother, yes I realize we look alike... but were brothers, and I can't help that.
I may act like him, but thats because I look up to him more then anyone, but Im my own person... not someone else. I don't live his life, I live mine. Yeah the jokes can be funny sometimes, but Im sick of not being able to be recongnized for my own life. Everyones a stereotype... "oh look here comes tyler, oh wait I mean kyle. " and "nice model pose. " Why can't I just be reconginzed for me. There are still some mixed feelings about somethings but my spiritual life is starting to take off on me.
Im currently reading this book called "Fresh Wind, Fresh Fire" by Jim Cymbala and even though Ive read 80 or so pages its really had an affect on me and its made me realize that I need to pray alot more then I have. I kinda know where I stand with my friends... but its kinda lopsided right now, schools alright, and still very confused about my love life. Although I had fun tonight... some parts were kinda rough for me, but Im not going to get into any of that becasue its all staying with me. 
