  I was just wondering... Why do they make AA AAA C and D batteries but not B batteries? When a guy drills you a million and one questions what does that mean? Does that mean he remotely cares? He was asking "so who's bud light is in the garbage", knowing damn well I don't drink beer. So I told him it was Bill's (Kelly's hubby). Then he asked me why I made sure that Bill got with Tama Then he asked me if he was the only one. I told him no Brian. He sounded suprised. It was almost like he was "hurt". I mean how can you hurt someone that doesn't have a heart? I know i've told him before but maybe it never sank in, or I just assumed he knew. . For someone that doesn't want me as a "girlfriend" he sure seemed genuinely concerned about who i was "hanging" with. I have SO many questions I need answers to. You know some questions that if i had the answer for it would ease my mind as to why he is the way he is.
Wonder if I will ever feel comfortable enough to ask him. How can I care about two people that are so totally different from each other? I mean Arylnd breaths life in to me while Brian mellows me out. Arylnd always says I gotta go I gotta go but never wants to leave. Brian never wants to leave my side. Both are family oriented. Both are hard workers. Brian has a lot of respect for me where Arlynd doesn't.. That's about his only negative.
Sexually they are night and day different. Not as different in size or shape but I mean how they are. One is a dom one is more sub. One is more sensual. One is more kinky. AHHHHHHHHHHHH it's killing me! I'm so torn! 
