  I wrote carl one last letter. Basically stating if he doesn't call me by 4:00pm on friday that I am assuming that he doesn't want to have anything to dowith me anymore and I will not bother him anymore. Along with a business deal that I don't hink he is taking me seriously on. He really doesn't knwo me as well as he thinks. I wrote arlyn a text message basically giving him til 4:00pm on friday to call me or I am going to assume he doesnt' want to have anything to do with me.
I got 20 pin numbers done last night while I was zoned so I have something to bring to dinner tomorrow. Brian started working in the deli so hes on nights now. Ryan is over all the time and i really don't care because he's on the same sleep schedule I am on it works out well. I have to take linda to the dr and I have to be in R.L. by 8:45 if u happen to notice the post time that might give u some indication of what kind of day I've had and I've been so completely stoned that I really don't even give a shit. These next few days are going to be nerve wrecking. I need all the friends I got right now. Trying to get rid of drama is not easy. I feel so much better now afer i wroe those emails and blogged. I'm not going to have a problem sleeping.
I posted new lyrics. I offered to set up an email group for cathy about a summer gathering we are having up there. Not everyone's going tobe invited this is her thing not mine. I happen to have the farm she needs. So between working for my dad and helping out cathy with this shindig I don't have time for games. Those are the two game players and I can't do it anymore 
