  Its Thursday 1:56pm. Chat must be asleep. I would only start sleeping earlier I guess if I had email and knowing I can chat or email her.
Again I hear that I am a lazy and irresponsible son. Its almost everyday I hear that, not because I am its just when my parents don’t get what they want. It’s so Filipino when they do things and assume immediately that it is for the benefit of all as they have not even asked what other people think. Honestly, my opinion about them suing our neighbor for the dripping their air conditioning moisture on our property and causing it to moss, is not a good example or neighborliness demeanor we would want to set. I think they should research a bit about it or ask around at least. C’mon think about it. We are in a new land and all the laws are different.
People here get sued a lot and the fact that a lot of people make a living out of twisting logic around into their favor, you would want to be defensive instead of going gun ho into a possible conflict. Of course who am I but the voice of reason and the person with the “worst” logic. Strangely my parents aren’t as wise as they seem. Anyway as a believe of “you so what you reap” I hope they get what they deserve. My parents are beginning to look like dinosaurs everyday with their outdated methods and excess drama. My mom is such a drama queen. I have lost all respect for her. I can’t wait to move to the south, get a job, save up and leave, Something that has been delayed for 7 years (by American standards, early by 5 years by Philippine’s). I will survive it despite my designs or what I am used to. I will adapt and do well. I can’t help it anyway if I want them to shut up then I better leave.
I don’t care about them. The thing about playing, or living, right and fair is that if you lose, you lost nothing. Just go onto infinity. I think hell lies in regret or when you lose your way or dignity. Things like having a good name, doing what you can, and making a little difference is what a person’s going to be faced with at the last moments of his life. Well that’s what I think. I don’t like to preach. I’m just saying what goes through my mind in terms of divine punishment.
For me an evil person is just another path… to an end that I guess suits him. I usually feel that the criminal inbound could easily be me. It depends in how you would want to go down as. For me evil serves a purpose (yeah from a guy who GMs all the time) as a challenge or something to be vigilant about. So I don’t see it so much as an alien nature that should not be here but part of it (human nature). To much discovery which studies evil and anthropology. 
