  Why does these things happen to me…  One can call it a stroke of bad luck…  but there shouldn’ t be anything like luck.  Yesterday Gino,  Cathy and Tim dropped by and helped me fix the computer.
 Tim taught me a lot about what was wrong and can go wrong with my computer.  It was something I was absorbing as much as possible.  In the end my computer was working…  I don’ t know why nobody thought of adjusting the virtual memory thingy of the computer…  I was no expert why didn’
t the experts of my mom’ s office and the place I bought it help out there.  Thanks Tim…  BIG THANKS In the end I had a game and a working computer.  Deus Ex is a great game.  It has all the elements of a well thought out and planned one.
 It had interactive elements and snippet information that would make a player wonder.  It reminds me when I played Betreyal at Krondor…  where there is always hidden stuff to find and you can always do something better than before.  I just wish it had the same combat engine as halo…  hell if it was merged as one game I would be stuck in the computer with no thought of a life outside.  Multi-
player RPG with cybernetics as Rping…  now that’ s a game.  Halo II has multiple gun “ feats”  so you can choose a style of character and cybernetic augmentation would certainly individualize characters and their strategies.
 Anyhow…  I played it from 6- 2 in the morning.  It was around 3 in the morning when I turned on the computer to read about my Pdfs and possible cheese when it hang for one final and catastrophic time.  I don’ t know why,
 but my luck isn’ t that good these days.  I played computer to get my brain wired to work with new ideas and its gears crumbling with rust…  now the computer hangs…  and hangs in a different way from before.  Shit.
 I don’ t want to ask Tim to fix it so soon after he just did yesterday…  I tried looking at it myself taking to account Tim’ s guidelines.  His do’ s and don’
ts and still it doesn’ t seem to want start working.  My luck is so bad…  now that I have a game that isn’ t “ bitin”
 and I have accomplished allot and I don’ t feel the need to game so much…  I can focus on my work THIS SHIT KICKS IN!  My parents have given me 8, 000 extra money to help me fix my computer…  6,
450 for the upgrade,  an extra 1, 000 here and 500 there…  What the fuck is wrong…  I don’ t want to tell my parents that I failed because of luck.
 I am working on it.  Doing things at the same time for other people and still being to meet some of the other deadlines I have.  I just don’ t get why my luck is so bad…  I just hope it gets better…  I can’
t talk about this to mom and dad cause they will just start talking about y not doing it in the office…  They forget that this computer is the most powerful one they ever bought…  and it is a P4,  redfox,  32mb videocard ( which is obsolte)
 512mb ram,  19gig hd,  Cd rom,  Cd writer,  and floppy drive is the best they already have…  It would be pointless for me to work in an office since most of my works are from scratch pieces I put together in my house.
 SHEEESH!  Oh well I finished my tale and I guess I better eat to keep my energy up.
