  Blog Update 8-11-04 Chat I just missed chat yesterday: Missed, in the sense that I wasn’t able to talk to her when she was available.
I wish I was able to figure out that my internet problem sooner. I’m beginning to think something, like a curve of natural disasters have come to make sure that it is a virtual challenge to communicate with each other. I hate the fact that I am the one without internet. I don’t like it when the circumstance can make me seem distance.
I don’t like making excuses. When I find myself in this predicament I find it embarrassing that things didn’t move smoothly and what happened was not what I meant to happen. Going to the South In the south things will change. I hope I get a job quickly. I am open to anything as long as I have a chance to study it and practice it. I am not that good in a lot of things and I have so many things to do and skills to master. I also hope to get a bike instead of a car.
I don’t mind cars, but job has one and we will get a van; I would like a bike for myself. Budget: $150. Stupid Internet I didn’t know when my computer lost its dial tone when it dials for AOL. It was a weird puzzle to solve. I used to pick up the phone and make sure there was a dial tone and the computer became free to dial up.
Now, I think I have to pick it up at the same time as it begins to dial up. Health I need running shoes. I don’t have any other shoes except my boots, soccer shoes (for indoor and outdoor) and sandals. Drawing. I haven’t been drawing lately. I guess I should. But I need blood to be circulating around my legs for me to get things done. I guess I can walk to the park with soccer shoes with me. But I don’t have a car. I hope to remember that if mom and dad aren’t planning anything I should take the van and visit the park to get some running done. Or better is to get my hands on some running shoes. I have a $20 limit, cause I don’t have any money.
Food I was cooking and I really need to have a larger variety of ingredients. When I start controlling the kitchen I will start creating pre minced and packed ingredients. I was cooking the burgers and I was amazed to so see how much oil comes from a single one. In the end of the cooking I filled a small bowl purely of the burger’s own oils.
Yuck, I guess I am beginning to smell bad these days cause of the amount of oils, dark meats, and spices I have been eating. I was better of eating in Subway everyday or in Wawa. I lean cold cuts, counting calories, and regular exercise was the norm till money ran low. Internet Again Candy found a hobby. Using the computer speakers and the phone to create an echo of her "weeee...." and her "pooo pooo"... 
