  Blog Update 8-9-04 Well I had a dream… although I ‘m not sure what it was. What felt like de ja vu was the fact that Chat told me she was sick. The dream was a bit saddening but I don’t remember what it was about. I’m hoping that it was not some forecast of misfortune. I hate it that I don’t get so much internet these days. I don’t know what I can do till I earn.
Then there is the problem with a job again. I just hope the Wawa nearby when we move. Being so far away I feel well useless and powerless that I can’t be back home. It makes me think of the choices I made. Like staying in UP. I think about it now and if I stayed maybe I would have fared better or graduated by now.
I was batch 99 in UP. I would have been done by now and heck… I would have been able to pay for my own tuition. The problem I faced then was that it was a leap of faith. It was a leap of faith to take care of myself in UP. I thought about the people I met there and that they were good people. They would have been the kind I could see hard time thru.
It was me bailing out. I don’t think I am able to see a crossroad like such if it hit me in the face. The sooner I get better in art the sooner I can make my own web presence with it. I am just to nit picky and unsure at times. Its 12:AM so that makes it 8-10-04. Mom is making caleos.
The house stinks from the smell of it. I made tita su-like sinangag today. I got the garlic, oil, and the right moisture. It was a success now the problem is getting tapa or chorizo. 
