  I’m here in school for a test. I just hope that it was as easy as the exercise my prof gave. I’m almost done, I guess I have to just retract my statement that it was meant for a foreign market and say there is enough interest generated by the gaming community to have a book published about it. I just wish I could have held a bigger survey. But looking into problems to come, I have to edit some more of the work again just to improve on the quality. Thank god dad allowed for the 5,000 peso upgrade ($100). The 125 mb more of ram would help me work for sure.
Too bad connecting to the internet really slows me down, I wish I can stay on so that if ever I need pics to manipulate I have it on easy access. I haven’t been able to write here often given my work. I haven’t even been able to answer calls or call people as well. I don’t want to think of anything else but work cause there is a lot to do. BUT I will finish a head of schedule. If I can get the ram chips by today or tomorrow I will get ahead of schedule. Today I will finish the cards and the booklet… If I finish them before 3 I can send them to the printers. I have a project due on Wednesday. Which I can delay since I heard Midterms is next week. I have to meet nico tonight at around somewhere. I have to ask him for more art. I’m planning a line of gothic posters for my project. Magic and Gore, would be the theme mostly with a dash of the colonial air of rural Philippines.
I made a good poster in my opinion. Good since I didn’t see so much of the editing, just some line on the candle that can be mistaken for their glow. I haven’t made a project this good in a computer as crappy as mine. I bet I can work a miracle with a 10,000 peso ($200) upgrade to 480mb ram. I have no games and windows xp is a miracle worker since I don’t need adaptors for the web cam, video converter, and other stuff I will be attaching.
The amount of stuff I have to do even after this seems indomidable. But with only 3 classes and work on the side I can pull it off. Games I learned that nothing pumps blood into my veins more than an action pact game. Player or GM the thrill is so good, I guess I could give up masturbation if I could get that kind of hit every day. I just realized how much gaming is important to me, how the rush sustains me and gives me hope through the week. It is now more than ever do I realize that gaming is one of the most important parts of my life. Leaving puberty behind, sex isn’t great in fact sex is more worry than I could afford. It is deceptive how people praise it so much or how much they need it. But in the reality I’d rather play soccer, run or play in a game, and just hang out drinking with my friends.
So with the lack of sexual need I have become a geek or maybe a abstained adult. Not exactly how I saw myself becoming when my social skills improved. To bad ass is to much worry than its worth. Even if I go to the states, given the more liberal concept around it, I don’t think I can just do it with out worry of HIV, sensation less condom, or being comfortable enough to execute a smooth move. RJ It is interesting to listen to RJ’s problem. The man that’s got it all made. His first girlfriend was a model, who he dumped cause he thought he was not ready for commitment (while in puberty that is amazing).
He survived a fatal accident where he almost became crippled for life, he is finishing becoming a doctor, and he lost 40 lbs in the course of a year to soccer and an improved lifestyle change. A bank account that would make most guys want to kill him, A good sense of style and a really pleasant demeanor. He is your nice guy who is both thoughtful and with a subdued charm. Although he has problems… and his problem is much more complicated than the average joe we have here. His biggest problem is that he enjoys the memory of Marga Tuazon… yeah that’s his first love and he enjoys being single, he also enjoys taking his sweet time getting to where he’s going. WHY IS THIS A PROBLEM? Its because everyone else (but his friends and loved ones) think that he shouldn’t have lost that much weight so fast, that he should settle down since everyone else have a gf, or his general concern of how marga’s doing.
Ok people who read this might know my stand when it comes to others peoples opinions… who gives a fuck… and RJ is feeling pressure that his life is too perfect. I guess what I failed to tell him that night was that a general public given how they vote and where their priorities lie would not be a good standard to tell him how he’s doing.
New combos 1- True strike has no somatic components, So does Light and Flare. These make a not bad combat wizard. A 9th level elven wizard can spend 5th level slots to quicken true strike… it would only be worth while if the character has a huge amount of damage deliverable via arrow. It better to use it with combo telekenisis… where the character can whirl a ton of damage with no chance of failure except for a fumble. 2- Intelligent 6+ special mount or familiar can be trained or exercised to aid you or aid them. 3- Share spell ability in special mount or familiar allows enlarge person to target even the companion since it ignores target type! Combo would be, a paladin with his special mount- imbued by a cleric of strength enlarge! That would allow the paladin to enlarge himself and his mount!!! Now that’s a combo! A dire wolf of huge and a Paladin of large. 4- unseen servant protects a wizard by dropping caltrops and picking them up. It can hold 9 spaces worth of caltrops (18lbs). Standard action- pickup, Move action- move, and free action drop. On a 3x3 square area. Caltrops stops creatures mid charge and the useen servant can be commanded as a free action. 
