  God I can’t sleep… cause I’ll probably fail this test tomorrow… but I’ll make it up by finals. Its not that I’m lazy. Reading my past posts one can figure I intentionally made my other grades suffer just to pass this requirement. Thankfully I’ll be running games soon. This will sharpen my mind. LEAVING FOR THE STATES I will miss everyone here. Leaving here has given me the courage to do the things and say the things I never thought I would be able to. Knowing you may never see these people again or things will change to much as well as I will be changing I feel like a form of death is approaching so I try to make my peace.
Responsibility waits for me in the states. Its all a new adventure… BEING A CHARACTER I’m graduating at 25… somehow I knew my life will begin in this round number. And seeing myself as a character this is the way I put my self in perspective. Fighting Ability: Enough to survive a fight against a stronger opponent if the opponent doesn’t have any martial discipline. Canny enough to win if there are tools for him to improvise with even against unlikely odds. Examples: Recently improved in my local fight club. Recently learned how some katas are designed to take on multiple opponents. I learned I can’t strike with my hands for any damage on a person… but if I kicked someone (from soccer experience) my shin leave a nasty bruise… not to mention I tend to aim at joints and fight dirty. Social Ability: Competent can do enough to get along with people. With effort can impress and turn them around… unfortunately he can’t maintain them well since his attention drifts.
Can Con if pushed or needed but only as a last resort or when there is no risks involved. Oh yeah and RJ struck me when he said that I can really raise morale if I wanted to… ( a secret between you and me is that I meant it, anyone can tell how I lie by the amount of hesitation or fore thought I put in one… I can’t lie on the fly) Examples: Did stand up in class when I was bored and too lazy to prepare anything… got the highest grade possible. Talked a friend from being beat up by a crack head. Some other stuff I can’t remember and should mention.
Professional Ability: Good enough and Getting better. I would be equal in skill to most artists who make their living. I just realized that I was working with a dinosaur of a computer and pulling of the shit I did was with crap for tools. Example: My recent work… not bad for 128 sd ram Evaluation: Fuck… I’m a dnd rogue…. But honestly… if there were any magic… I’d be a bard and not a nice bard… a kick ass orc horde leading bard. I would run an army with my skills. DND Stats (NPC CLASS: Aristocrat 2nd level) Current Potential Ideal Score Score (25) Score (32) STR 10 13 14 DEX 11 12 14 CON 10 12 10 INT 11 12 14 WIS 10 10 14 CHA 11 13 14 VALENTINES DAY I went to virra mall 3x just to get my computer fixed.
It would have been easier if the guy in my mom’s MIS gave me an honest account of whats wrong with the computer. Now I have it running 8x faster than before. At 512 ddr ram shes running smoothly and helping me fine. I can take the ram to the states. That’s 4300 worth of ram so I hope it fits in job’s computer so we can all benefit. If possible I’ll bring the whole CP there too that way I don’t have to spend 1000 dollars for a whole new computer for my work. 
