  I am done with my project…  I just have to go to Creative Café  and put them together and print them out.  WHY in Creative!  Its cause my computer is 125 ram that’ s why!
 I need speed babe’  dara’ dara!  Anyways when I print out the poster and cards…  I have to check and see how big I can afford 2ft by 3ft would 6square feet and P90 per square feet would cost me cost me 540pesos!  Ouch!
 Not to mention the cards…  8 prints of 100 pesos each!  That’ s already 1300!  Good thing mom gave me another 1k +  500 I have left from my allowance!
 Oh yeah 200 pesos for the book binding!  Fuck I’ m broke!  After printing it all out I will have to finish my documentation.  Which should not be so hard anymore since I have a survey to prove it.  Enough time to game and submit it after which I’
m celebrating broke!  I made some great art!  I’ m in the zone unfortunately I have to do non- art stuff ASAP!  I might get a 0.
0 this midterm grade…  nothing I can’ t make a 1. 0 by the end of the term.  Faith in my abilities as well as having the support of mom and dad made this success possible…  In the book itself I’
ll dedicate it to them.  The booklet is just there for purposes of presentation…  the book will be of much better quality…  since I will take my 1 month before returning to the states working on it!  The most difficult thing about the setting is telling people about it.  I guess when your doing an RPG about the Philippines people can’
t imagine what would make it interesting.  I love the fact that if you study hard enough you’ ll find the most interesting things about what you are trying to love.  Discovering that the Philippines was a bastard child of Spain and these untamed isles is something people forget to take pride in.  They do not realize that we are Filipinos because of the circumstance of our creation not by some holy shit or destiny.  Solomon was the love child of King David…
 and he was the greatest king of the nation of Israel.  We can all begin from a bad seed…  but we learn that we still have a choice to improve ourselves or let things go on the way they are.  The most beautiful of flowers are those that thrive in adversity.  We may not look beautiful with the abuse of the friars and principalia,  the tyrant marcos and the fiends he has put into power till this day,
 we may not be considered truly Asians because of our Polynesian appearance and westernized culture but here on to the future we make our own destiny or fate ( if you call it)  When I say that :  “ It is an unexplored genre set in an obscure land far in the east.  It is a game concerning the battle of good versus evil,
 amidst an era of reason and technology that so desperately hangs on to it’ s mystical past.  Adventures set in a land creating it’ s own identity while suffering under the sword of it’ s oppressors and orphaned from its heritage.  Orphaned when the friars burned what literature we had and killed and disgraced our holy people…
 like what they did to the south Americans:  Aztecs,  Mayans,  Incas and other forever lost civilizations.  Oh well…  that’
s why the future is how we make ourselves into…  I don’ t like pop- culture in general…  Simply cause it is the idea that something cool has to be easy enough for everyone to learn and understand!  That is something taught to us in advertising…
 dazzle the bewildered masses into spending,  tell them what they need!  I like finding something to provoke thought and curiosity.  Maybe that’ s why I don’ t buy into the commercial crap…
 the only thing they do to me is understand how twisted it makes people inside.  Growing up with American TV can screw with you…  good thing in my days…  educational shows are more interesting than the noontime shows that give the wrong kind of hope to the masses.  When my game comes out as well as the stories and adventures I will write it is a chance for the youth to discover what it means to be a Filipino in this day and age.  Ironically I wont be one by the time I will make it big!
 Why not…  Why should I recognize a corrupted government which cannot improve the welfare of its people.  We are not the mindless masses the conspiring modern day villains intentionally kept ignorant.  Many have given their blood for this nation to have it’ s chance at a life that is not tied up by the machinations of the selfish and wasteful.  FOOD I love mustard…
 to bad not a lot of Filipinos discovered it!  I’ m sure bicolanos would like it given the chance ( a region known for their equal to thai or Indian taste for spices)  to taste it.  I had burger machine…
 but I find myself craving to spend P300 in national sports grill for their bottom less fries and 1lb worth of servings of meat.  My glasses came apart a while a go…  I had to screw it back on with a parking card…  whoa what a feat.  I’ m in the zone but work has my hands tied…
 I need to work for a gaming company!  If there is anyone out there I’ m just looking for a $ 20 dollars an hour art job!  Just enough for me to work 6 hours a day 6 days a week.  Well I’
ll send my portfolio to Gaming companies if they want someone like me to work for them even if its freelance with the same rates as gurps B& W whole page $ 150+  I could do a lot of work…  tireless just to get money for my bros and save up for an apartment…  The cool thing is I’
m a Filipino I eat leftovers,  I have a healthy diet,  martial arts exercise +  soccer and brothers to take care of onlything that can go wrong is someone killing me…  which unusually has a better chance happing in the states.  the country with the largest deaths from guns rate.
 Thank you Michael Moore : P 
