  Confused and Feeling Uneasy I’m trying to center myself given my strange and lax condition. Ever since I’ve been pushing my self in soccer harder and doing so much better in the sport my legs jerk and kick when I’m trying to relax.
I Can feel them wanting to kick, run, dodge, weave and cross. Its pretty cool for me cause it takes little for my legs to warm up and let go full sprint these days. I have such a silly infatuation which I can’t let go of cause its giving me ideas. I mean I’m writing story outlines and thinking up cool scenarios.
I wish my visual sense can start cooperating with my creative senses for a drawing. I can’t think of what to draw since I don’t have a mirror to help me with perspective and a printer to print out the pictures of my muses. To relax I made GURPS legal characters at 100pts which I hope to play someday. Laptops I have music from hans Zimmerman and Jerry Goldfield and they have great combat and gaming music. I wish I figured this out sooner. With this laptop I have enough materials to run a game. I wish I can save up for one when I get a job.
I can certainly use one to make my works with. I just need a scanner and a work table and I would be set. I love moving around with the laptop. I would love running games with it and writing given that I am used to it now. The mobility would allow me to make full use of my spare time. I’m trying to learn a bit of web these days. Enough for my own website. Reading something positive RK’s work load its pretty cool to be as busy as he is.
You eventually accumulate a lot of finished works and after a point you can develop other things with such a collection. Sorcerers (how would I justify the class) -They gain meta magic Feats or spell focus every: 5 levels with one at level and have eschew materials (or a free feat) at level 1. - Discount their meta magic use by one level (without a minimum of one) so they can easily extend spells and use silenced, still spell immediately.
Which is cool cause it would be fun to put some armor on them and make them show everybody that some arcane spellcasters can kick but. Problem: This may be too powerful compared to the wizard… But it makes more sense to me. -Oh yeah and fuck the familiar... when you can do this crap it doesnt fit anymore 
