  Well I’m in CSB and I’m going to give my defense. I can’t find any other way to adjust my subjects. I’m here and I’m a bit nervous but were going to Gaspar’s second despidida or goodbye party later.
Today I went around school and don’t feel at home anymore. After OJT I feel changed like I am an adult… but what society at large defines as a productive member of society. I look at how much younger and younger the generation gets and how much in control I am over my hormones compared to last year and the years before that. I wonder if I can ever pull off my won web comic. I’d love to do that. I’d post it on my blog cause I don’t want the hassle of having to start a webpage I could easily forget about and lose interest. IMPROVEMENTS Ok I’ve noticed I’ve been a bit self-centered recently and I have been unable look past my own needs and wants and help other people. Although, I’ve been lucky these past few days avoiding academic mix-ups and accidents... so far.
But I count my blessings and find it too hard to help others when I find myself ducking at everything that comes my way. And again I’m making excuses. WALKING AROUND I have $40 I have to change to pesos cause our family has been spending so much for the trip. I couldn’t ask for money so I got the dollars I saved up for the trip and have to change it to pesos to pay for all the school printouts and stuff. Well be talking more tommorrow when i have more time. 
