  I'm here in Mel's house. I answered my loves messages and i am recovering from LBM. Everytime i eat to be full i have a terrible case of LBM an hour or two later... Its the painful kind with a dull pain in the center of your belly.
Its ok and all, at least i have great bowel movement. i'm looking for a gaming group here and still have no luck. I was suprised to find 32 people looked at my profile!?! Maybe its the hello blogbot and pictures that makes this triffle of a blog more interesting. Well i miss all you guys and you know who you all are. Of course i miss someone else more. Lets hope i make it big a free lance artist and get my citizen ship so i can go back home (to someone in particular) as soon as possible. I thought a great source of hope would be getting myself a lotto ticket every month. Its not a bad waste, even with the odds of getting hit by lightning 3x knowning my luck i have a better chance of winning than alot of people. What would I do with 1 million dollars!!! (after putting it in 5 different banks with varying security passwords and etc. ) 1- Go back to school again (finishing a 1 year cooking course and attaining at least a Bachelor of Arts) and start a garage based publishing company.
2- Get home here in South Jersey (not spending everything at once... just the down payment... coupled with my imrpved earnings in no.1) 3- Fullfill a promise 4- Fix what needs fixing (like my crooked teeth and eyesight) 5- get those eduction plans 6- Save the rest for rainy days. making this list, i realize that i can't do some of these things even if i did have a million dolars. Money needs more money... i guess making do is always the best way to live life. 
