  WHOOOHOOOO!!! Ok I have something to say for today that was interesting. Chez is ok with hanging out with me!!! YAAAY!!! Backstory Yeah, Oh well I had a big crush with Chez for most of the year and knew her ever since I got to CSB (but did not know her name at the time). Well, that’s just it, I promised myself that I won’t act like a total dork… like the last time. So I don’t think I’ll be going out with sila Gino and Kathy on Wednesday. Unless Chez agrees to go out on a wed, and then I can finally introduce her to some of my friends. Strange, the last time we both went out was to watch Pirates, then there was daredevil and then there was this eddie Murphy film that sucked… the spy one with owen Wilson.
Today Well got rid of my ID, I better shave and get my haircut If I want to look presentable if Chez would agree to go out and watch Hellboy with me. Filed for my LOA and they took my ID. Well this week is looking up since I’m off my ass and doing some work. Dreams Watched 3 hours of Band of Brothers. The subtitles sucked; I had dreams set in very nostalgic places and a lot of sadness and sacrifices.
There were no great rewards, or love storys, or success stories the lined the ending of a dream but just the ending of what was a lot of suffering. That was a sad dream… It was saying that I forgot something, but when do we ever remember what we forget anyway. It was trying to tell me something... something i can't figure out... Felt bad watching it... i don't know if i'm every going to be man enough to make those kinds of sacrifices.
Gift of Prophecy I keep notes of my dreams and write down some details that are so unusual that they don’t fit the detail of a story. Yesterday I realized the de’ja’vu (how ever it is spelled) unravel itself. It happens now and then, usually once to twice a year. Unfortunately, none of them foretell success or love or something worth while to expect. So I guess I will be having to change my destiny from that of the mundane to that of the well better than mundane. 
