  Almost there… I just finally finished my OJT paper requirement. After which I will be free from it entirely and I would be free from some nagging in the back of mind. WAKING UP I’ve been waking up in the middle of the night lately. I have a short disturbing dream then I wake up and try to close my eyes and force myself to sleep. Ok that means something wrong with me. I know that those things only happen when there is something eating me in the back of my mind… I’d like to think its just my subconscious just wishing its just my subconscious wishing to get laid.
I REALY WISH it was just that cause, it’s something shallow and nothing like treating myself to something to make it all go away. BUT if it isn’t that then I will be finding myself more screwed up as the season goes into full swing. THE BRAT Hmmmm…. What can I say about my little cousin except that she is just a really spoiled brat. I guess its pretty mean of me to say so, BUT I can’t help it… she doesn’t have any sense of moderation and she thinks the whole world revolves around her. I wish they didn’t have to bring her over here. Future Biatch: “I’m bored!” Me and My little sister: Ignore… Future Biatch: “I’m bored!” Me and My little sister: Ignore… Future Biatch: “I’M BORED!” Me: “When you say your bored its like telling us to stand up and entertain you…” Future Biatch: “That’s STUPID!” Me and My little sister: Ignore… Future Biatch: “HEY!!!
I’m bored!” Me and My little sister: Ignore… The Strategy is simply to make her find our company so boring that she will just keep quiet and not bother us. I know its mean, but a little less attention is a good cure for any spoiled brat. She thinks that with enough tantrums she can have her way… she’s dealing with the younger brother of a REAL FULL GROWN BITCH so there is a lot for her to learn little grasshopper. Oh well… hope she likes shopping cause I’m not entertaining her. THESIS All that’s left to do for the week is fix my proposal.
I usually need an outside opinion of someone with critical thinking involved. But the two people I would ask are busy… Thomas and Buster. Anyway, I think I can do it… if I finish it by tomorrow, I can draw for the rest of the Week. If I can finish the basic party portraits by that time I can make a poster in a day. I can then send it to the printer to make a poster of at a 2’x5’ (300 pesos cheapest). Diego Lao, Li Sin, John Harrison, Dahas, Don Alejandro De La Pena and Tadeo. That’s a whole lot of drawing, I really need some way to keep the flow of inspiration steady. I’ll also paint for the setting. Hmmm…. RECORDS Ok I’m going to go to an eat-all-you-can tomorrow for lunch. I’ll work out in the morning as well as print out some papers so that I can take my sweet time. I don’t think I’ll be bringing a car and walk home from it instead. Record Enraku 5 orders of sushi, 1 yakisoba and 2 ramen orders (225 pesos), although I was disappointed by the last time I was there… I was HALF way when the orders started coming in increments of 10 mins … not to mention the traffic that we caught going there.
Don’t eat there when its full or about to be full. Herc’s 3 pizzas (damn! I could have eaten more if I ordered 3 at a time, I had a game to go to and the sweet sauce was killing me, I’ll request for a regular sauce) (200 pesos) Don Henrico’s I still have to see what system do they have (200 pesos) Buffet King 4 plates and 5/12ths of the pineapple cream thingy (200 pesos) Saisaki around 15 pieces of sushi and 3lbs of tenderloin steak… or was it more? (350 pesos) National Sports Grill: None YET! (250 pesos but only the fries is unlimited… we’ll see he he he…) Nacho Fast 2 plates and almost 2lbs of cheese sticks… would have been more if we lounged around for another hour.
(150 pesos) LIFE Its nice that I like eating and soccer (running mostly) cause I can’t have one without the other. Health looks like its improving… despite that I had a game last Sunday.. and I forgot to eat for the whole day. Just trying to get through the obstacle of parents when you want to game really puts a lot out of you. DILEMA Dad has his motor bike club and mom has her divisoria shoppings spree on Sundays… I have my soccer. Dad got pissed when I told him I have soccer and jasper will take over for me. Well if he stopped and thought… I don’t bug him to go play soccer with me… and I don’t want to play golf with him.
We are two different people with different likes and dislikes. He should think about what he is getting mad at when I play soccer on Sunday… when they always complain about me working out if I don’t so… what it will be to YAK or not to YAK… PARTING THOUGHT When jasper leaves… on dec. 15, I might have to stop soccer just to be the one to drive and do the errands. Why I stopped visiting my grandfather on my father’s side. The fact that he doesn’t care and even notice were there. He still has his wits about him unlike my other grandfather, he might as well act like he appreciates it… If I don’t feel like I’m wanted why stay… I’ve got better things to do… like staying healthy. I hope I can still play soccer… It may just be a sport… but god hasn’t given me anything else to cherish… I don’t wish to lose this as well.
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