  I forgot to say that Bryan was being all weird and pussy, needing company, and when I don't give him he was being all upset and taking it out on me cuz no one else wanted to answer his phone call. He sounded ok today so that's good but he's another one for me to worry cuz he's totally slipping in school. I don't like to see weak side of guys, not capable of being successful on his own. On a totally different topic, I think Nathan is good in a sense that he's always open to what I have to offer and say and seems to enjoy it.
I was so scared to the panic attack I felt like he saved my life or something, and I feel that he is there when I really need him. I really have to say he did a good job on that one :) Anyhow, I think my path in reiki/life is far from clean and pure. I don't think I can with my temper, all the worrying that I do, and the fun of drinks and some drugs.
Well I'm not perfect and I will never be but I try I guess. I finished reading my course pack for this week, phewww, but I have to prepare the presentation later, yikes. Why do I get totally rained on when I take my bike out and it's not as bad when I actually don't? This is a random post. 
