  Well I haven't wrote for a week mainly because of Nathan. So I haven't seen or talk to him since last sunday but I will probably talk to him when he comes back from TO. I know he means well always but I don't think he can handle himself very well when he gets upset.
Or perhaps I'm just too picky and get annoyed at everything. Now it does feel kinda nice because I don't have to get frustrated or have to feel that there is an attachment. I still care and of course I wonder how he is but I guess I was pretty mad at him too. I was pretty turned off. In the beginning of the week I felt kinda loner and depressed. I felt like I wanted friends that are as diverse as I am, like a rainbow not red/blue. I guess it's lonely to be as unique as I am haha. I'm ok now but it was just a short period of sadness.
mmm....anything interesting this past week? Tuesday I was gonna go to Lisa's bday at Lotus with Annie but it was close because of rememberance day! So ended up at Wild Coyote spontaneously. It's actually alright there, pretty mixed crowd, some trashy people. I finally get to check it out. There was booty contest too, hmm I dunno if that voluptuous short mama who called herself as "little precious" is sexy or a ho...more ho I think. Then Bishop dropped by and started doing a show, and everyone just stopped, they just stand there not watching him and not even bopping their heads, and half the people left the dance floor. Then Bishop started saying where he is from and what he has done and dissed the crowd. The black dude with him was trying to throw cds and some girls were covering their heads and no one reached for them. I think maybe one or 2 walked up and gently took it from the guy. Then a black dude rapped for a short period of time and they stopped. It was very amusing, never seen anything like that. I guess people just wanna go there and grind.
Thursday went to sample sale with twins in the morning. It was in a unit with other wholesalers and they have lotsa other sample sales. Anyhow that one we went to sucked and went into another store. I ended up spending another $60 on 3 items....sigh. I felt bad so twins said they treat me to eat, so I brought them to the Mouse and Beans for Mexican food.
We rushed cuz I had to go to Yoga with Annie at Open Door on Main street. First time is free, it's ok there...don't think I'm gonna join. Then i shouldn't have gone to eat with annie cuz spend more $$ and I should be doing homework. I got tix for Mark Farina at Bar none for Friday night. Friday night I changed plans. Sold the 3 tickets at Barnone, earned $15. Then went to Sonar with twins, cuz there's these 2 trance djs that night. Met up with Jamieson (finally get to party with him outside of rave), Tony came too cuz he called me earlier that night...On jai those guys were there...and Anthony came later....at the same time Oli came in and he was hanging out with On jai, whoa I haven't seen him in ages, that was huge surprise.
Then Jen finally came with Jay, Karen, those girls. They bought shooters and drinks and I got soooo wasted. O yeah the trance was so good I couldn't resist and did 1/4, everyone so high there, they were all clapping and shit. Upstairs was pre party for ghetto blaster, some breaks and somewhat funkier stuff than downstairs, but b4 the djs czech played some breaks too. I had a good night and eventhough I had to work today, it was worth it. Yeah I woke up still kinda drunk which sucked and I felt gross and tired.
Tonite I just stayed in trying to do some work it's gonna be a hella busy week. Yeah Wendy has such bad attitude at work sometimes...she just drop/throw bags/clothes at customers and she didn't smile at the customer the customer was giving her bad looks and she said "what," and then the customer turned around and said "what" and left all pissed off. I'm not gonna argue with her about it, I'm scared of her and her fucking attitude, and it's very inappropriate to treat customers like that unless they did something really bad. Anyhow enough said I get back to my work. 
