  Do not trust to hope I still can't get over how thoughtless and unkind some people are. This is a recurring problem for me.
It started on Dec 22nd last year. It's as though somebody dragged me from my little cocoon, kicking and screaming, them saying "you think that most people are kind and think of other people's feelings, you think that if people treat others well, be loyal and honest you will get the same in return don't you?-well you have a lot to learn, this is what people are really like..." I can't go in to what has made me feel like this today, all I can say is that I'm sick of seeing people that I care about, kind people, get shit on.
I don't think I was naive before, I've always had a healthy amount of cynicism, but looking back on the year, there has been nothing but a long list of disappointments. It's resulted in me feeling that there are very few people I can trust. People who should be looking out for other people, are in fact forgetting about them and making their lives very difficult, without a second thought.
I've learned not to expect anything from anybody, apparently it's normal to assume that people are only in it for themselves. I'm not perfect, I have off days, and there are times when I shit on people, but I feel awful about these things, I do care and I try to make up for what I've done. I'm sick of people not caring at all. 
