  I know I'm being oversensitive, and I want to make it clear that I don't blame these people, but I feel like people are trying to rub my nose in things at the moment. I heard the other day that a lecturer in another dept. had asked if me and my female friend were 'together'.
I don't even know this bloke, and I'm pissed off that it should even matter to him whether people are gay or not. The thing that really hit me about this though, was that if I had a boyfriend (or looked like I might ever have one) it would never have been said. Then this morning my mate was saying how she was going to go to the football match with people from work (something she's been wanting to do for ages). I said "well you could have gone on your own" and she said, "yes but it's nicer to have people to go with". I barked a reply, along the lines of "well we don't all have that luxury do we" and went back to my room (well it was morning, and I hadn't eaten). The thing is though I felt like shit. I have to go places on my own quite a lot. I like time on my own, but it'd be nice to have the option more often.
I know it's just my own neuroses but I don't need reminding what a loser I am. Now I've got that out of my system I'll go and do some weird science stuff, that makes me look like even more of a freak. 
