  snap out of it ! leaders in every walk of life should set positive examples. they should perform with a sense of sacrifice and lead a moral and austere life.
there is only one that you should love and admire and he is your lord, god and creator. that god is more concerned of your welfare, more than you care for yourself. only try to understand his plan for you, your plan for yourself may not be in harmony. that glorious lord is the same for christians, muslims, jews, hindhus, buddhists, atheists etc. manifest that glory within you, you are the star, your own skill shall show its art. snap out of that fake trance, and burn brightly in your own light, fiercely independent. 
