  Okay,  I take back everything I said on the 29th.  The sun has come out.  It took until March 2nd,  though.  Brittany,
 her friend Mindy,  and I were talking on the phone,  and a lot of revelations came to me,  including the fact that I was not even sure who the real Brittany was because I kept unintentionally trying to " change"  her.
 I'm not going into all that went wrong because of the privacy of the other two involved,  but Brittany and I are okay,  and just fine with being friends.  I am finally laughing and smiling,  and actually innocently flirting with some of my friends that are girls.  ML (
Mindlessly Laughing.  the Colinism replacement of LOL.  I guess the sugarfree version-  for the non- hyper)  not with guys I hope!
 Anyway,  I'm going to change my urlLink Unkymoods now because I am no longer heart- broken.  My heart is prepared to move on,  and it's finally okay.  It will always have a large place that belongs to Brittany,
 but it's a friend sized portion indefinately,  and we're actually okay.  I'm finally happy and finally doing good.  Here are the song's lyrics that have been helping me with everything,  giving me a way back to the great realtionship God and I used to have and how to get parts of them on MP3 ( Also,
 Willing to Be Weak and To Know Him ,  also by urlLink Charles Billingsley have been good too)  Settle Me Now ,  Charles Billingsley :  urlLink MP3 I find myself so far ahead of you My minds racing When I think about all I could do for you Anticipating What's beyond the door that leads to tomorrow Oh my heart is weary,  and I feel so uneasy CHORUS Settle me now -
 Don't let me miss this moment You've got so much to show me And I know,  I know I need you Settle me now -  Oh Lord please draw me closer Let me feel your presence Reach beyond my doubt and fear somehow Oh,  settle me now So here I am longing to know your will And I keep praying I know you know it's hard to be still But my heart keeps waiting You'd think by now I would've learned to just trust you Oh,  but I've been so busy,  that's why I'm so uneasy REPEAT CHORUS BRIDGE So many times I have appeared to be the strong one When deep inside I wanted to run and hide And Lord I've always looked to you for all the answers But it seems today I've got a fragile faith REPEAT CHORUS Anyway,
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 Mike <
