  So, after the fifth cream puff, I begin to think...why am I eating this trash? Maybe they will give my temporary satisfaction... But just make me fat? I don't wanna be fat. Everyone lately has been thinking I am anorexic.
Maybe I am... We went out to eat last night. All I had was two peices of pita bread. Everyone in my whole family had these gormet drinks. I asked for water. When I told the waiter I was done withmy untouched food so looked at me super funny then said in a forceful way "Are you sure...? " Yeah, I am sure. I can't eat. Then I probably looked even more suspiciour when I excused myself to go to the bathroom after I ate.
Today at christmas dinner I had two olive on my plate and my cousin was like "Got enough food?! I don't want you over eating.. ;) " And I don't know why, but it made me feel odd and akward. I felt like everyone was trying to force food down my body. Then she was like "Not etaing anythign till Florida, eh? " "I eat. " I think. 
