  It's been awhile since my last post. i apologize or rather feel bad that people would actually put this blog at high regard. oh well hopefully i can live up to the standard...or not. this is mine and you can't have it! so currently i'm done with dance. i'm feeling relief and yet i totally hate the idea at the same time. marium was talking about how senior company will change next year and that we are losing 7-8 people. it won't be the same again! all those new faces and i'm so used to the everyday ordinary that i love. sigh* i won't cry damn it. i cried all sunday afternoon. i'm proud to say that i'm dehydrated but toxin free.
i'm going to miss everyone so much. grrr after awhile i almost felt resentment that they were leaving me, but i soon got over and learned to cope with tears. I also had confirmation on saturday. i felt kind of dirty because i left early to get to the dance recital. but i know i just would have stressed myself out by sitting there waiting. so it was good. i had a voice solo during mass and my mom said i didn't do too shabby. yay! my sister also got to come see the festivities so that was good. the saturday performance felt was very happy-go-lucky. everyone seemed good about the show and no major major mistakes. (stupid arms in climb) we've done it so many times it may as well be old hat.
there was a cast party at Rochelle's. It was muy bueno; filled with food and laughs. we also cracked open Cranium and Rochelle and I won. wah ha ha. Plato was so jealous :P on sunday i went out for brunch with my family and my sponsor Carrigan. She made me an awesome afgan. it's so pretty and it's light sage.
yay!
she also gave me a medallion blessed by the pope. i'm hoping to buy a necklace chain so i can wear it. after the sunday show i went to a few receptions and gave them my best regards, followed by a cast party at Happy Hoe's. it wasn't so much fun at first just staring at the wall, but later i hung out with Plato, Helen, Rochelle, and Bonnie.
We had a wonderful time carrying on and discussing the future etc. sadly i had to slip back into reality and go home and face another manic monday. What's the matter with her, -Betso 
