  Why am I confused about so many things in life? Why is life so full of questions that I must find answers to in order to be any happier or have peace of mind? Why does perfect and exact knowledge put me to rest? Does this happen to everyone? Why has God made me?
What is the purpose of life? I'm sooo confused at times, I don't even know what I'm thinking about and why I'm thinking about it. The hardest of times for anyone are those spent aimless and workless. I know, its heaven to be just sitting around watching tv and eating food someone made for you, BUT only when you work your ass off at other times. If you were to just sit around doing nothing at all, I bet you'd feel restless pretty soon. I read somewhere yesterday that a good way to write is to start writing rather than to think of writing.
Its a quote of some famous personality. I liked it - its witty. I've made all this effort in bloggery [like pottery? ] just to see if I have any potential in writing. Until now, I haven't seen a hint of talent. I've been reading Fight Club and listening to the audiobook of Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets .
Don't be shocked if I say I haven't really liked any of the two. I like the subjects, the stories, the theme of the books. No doubt about that. The books don't hold me or captivate me though. They just rattle on about the story providing really banal minutia. I know - to make the story vivid and alive, you need to write about such things. What I don't understand is if these things don't matter in the story, shouldn't you just leave their form and properties to the imagination of your reader ?
What use is it if I describe to you the really ornate glass ceilings of the temple I frequent, if all I'm trying to say is I get peace of mind when I pray? I hope you get my point. Fight Club looks like strong idea. Its not for everyone and I haven't fully grasped what the author is trying to say.
I'm only 20% through the book, so its difficult to judge yet. Its creative to say the least. I'm really excited about the movie tonite. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. Movies are so convenient to enjoy unlike the books. I mean, you can just sit through a movie and enjoy the visuals rather than follow the story line. 
