  Sleepy Its weird- but on rainy gray days, I cannot seem to move faster than a snail. I feel like a nap, but I am at work. My boss is cranky today, so I don't think he'd find it funny if I stretched out on the floor and stayed there untill 5. I think I am going to go to Starbucks and get a half caf, nonfat, sugar free, vanilla late. Everytime I order my new "signature drink" from Starbucks I think of that scene in You've Got Mail, where Tom Hanks is going on about how Starbucks was designed to give people with no decision making power whatsoever an absolutely defining sense of self.
Aparently I am a sugar free vanilla late. I just discovered the sugar free possibility of Starbucks. I suggest you try the sugar free vanilla syrup, its better than the other! Back at the office, Starbucks in hand. The warmth is already making me feel better, but the half-caf hasn't hit me yet... but I bet it will.
Since I gave up coffee way back in the day for the migraines, I can have a diet coke and feel like i am flying high. Ah, remember the days of 4 cups a day? Ah, migraines. So, here's a question- why do people think its OK to ask me if I have enough money to go to Europe? I mean, if its my Mom that's OK, but just like friends? I mean, that's like asking someone, so do you have enough money to pay your rent? Or do you make enough money to buy all those groceries? Its a decision I have made, I probably have the money! And if I don't do you think that you are going to be the one to make me change my mind? The worst is when they ask "HOW are you going to afford this?
" Like I am just going to whip out my spreadhseet and say, "well, with this money and this money and this smoney, and by then I'll have this, etc" ITS NONE OF THEIR BUSINESS. That really gets me, and I'm not sure why. See, ther are some people who I know are just asking cause they care, and that doesn't bother me. Like if Monica or Char Ann asked me, I would know that they were asking so they could help or out on concern- like my Mom.
But others just seem to want to know so they can more ifnormation to judge, or be jealous, or find out if someone else made this happen for me, like then they could feel sorry for themselves. I know that things bother me that wouldn't bother others but there you are. I can only be me!
My posting on this site has been very sporatic lately, but I really need to get back into it. I think that since my paper was due and work was crazy I just didn't want to have organize another idea or thought. And nobody on here wants to read my hyper organized thoughts about how children learn to read or the proper way to format c module. :) Hey, this is Monica's first week at her new job- good luck Monica! And, this is a big week for Tall Jen- Good luck in your review! I suppose I ought to sign off so that I can use this half-caf high (it hit! ) to get some productive work done. 
