  im stuck. its all coming back. feelings u have but dont want to feel. the fact that u dont want to risk anything again. u dont want to risk ureself because u know ure gonna come crashing down u know ure gonna burned .. hell its probabaly already started. and ure going to get hurt. ure wounds are going to reopen and there you are. u cant deny it.
u cant control it. u just let it happen. let it consume u. until its finished. the pain is gone. but ure scarred. i know when im being used. and i know when im not. i know who are good friends. and i know who are fakes. i know the difference. theres no point tricking me. but who am i to say. i cant control this shit. 
