  So since the whole break up lat year, I have been hesitant to really want to get involved with anyone.
My heart had been broken and well, my and Freedom do just fine on our own. And then I met a new guy. I like him, quite a bit actually. Lately I have been missing the relationship I had. Not the man I had it with per se, but the relationship itself. I miss loving someone in that *awe inspiring, tummy flutters, light up my life* kinda way. Not to mention I miss being loved that way.
aside from all the BS and deciet, that relationship was great in that area. If only for that reason alone I cannot regret that relaitonship. It taught me a lot about being loved and loving someone else. I don't know what's gonna happen or even anything will happen with this guy. I'm just glad that I finally feel ready to move on from the last one. 
