  I wrote a big long post yesterday about a lot of crap I was feeling; unfortunately, it was on my dad's laptop, which the internet stopped on RIGHT before I could post. I dont even remember much of it. I was basically feeling craptasticular. I'm much better now; I realized that some things are meant to be unobtained. Somehow I'll be helped by an outside source; It happened. I'm better now. Still a little bad-feeling, but I still think that I'm much better now. Break your dreams with reality. Shatter them. Destroy them. So, now I'm going to help Ian with his Eagle. Don't look into that one. 
