  Oh my god, I'm breaking everything! Please make it stop, anybody, please make it stop! I'm going to break down and cry here!
Why can't I do ANYTHING right?! WHY CANT I!? Gah, I know I can do BETTER than this! I should have thought first, I should have done more! I SHOULD HAVE FUCKING DONE MORE!!! Now I can't, now I've fucking broken everything! Why do I do this?! WHY DO I BREAK EVERYTHING!? Why cant I be good? WHY CANT I BE HAPPY FOR HER?! Moreso, why did I have to redevelop loving feelings at this EXACT time!?
What did I do to deserve this?! WHY DO I ACT THIS WAY?! I cant do this anymore, I fucking cant DO this anymore!!!! I dont even have anybody that I can tell everything to! I need somebody! HELP ME!! HELP!!!!! I cant do this, I CANT DO THIS!!!! Gah, I'm such a fucking loser! I CANT STOP MY FEELINGS!! Why did I be an asshole!? WHY DID I HAVE TO GO ON THAT STUPID FUCKING TRIP?! I'm seriously going to go cry; I cant take this, I cant take this, I can't take this... WHY ME?!
WHY ME?!?! Fuck! I cant fucking take this, I cant fucking take&nbsp;this, I cant fucking take this... i have to go to sleep, i have to go to sleep, i have to go to sleep... FUCK!
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