  i don't really know where i am tonight. just kind of waiting, i guess. i feel pretty tentative, and like there's something on the tip of my tongue that i need to say but can't quite get out.
and somehow writing all in lower case helps get that across? i don't know. a nice quiet day. spent a lot of time bumming around online this afternoon, then had lunch and some reading at paradiso and dinner with the kids. tried to help jen figure out her boy problems. we ordered a pizza online and got a confirmation call-back saying they had no mushrooms within about a minute of placing the order. i don't know.
i just feel weird right now. my face is all screwed up into a mask of skepticism, and i guess i'll just have to wait for this one to pass. all i know is that weird is better than sad. 
