  I've come to the conclusion that sleep is incredibly powerful - specifically, the amount of sleep I do or do not get has a more direct effect on my mood than any drug. I slept like SHIT last night - to bed at 10:30, awake at 11:30, awake at 12:30, up for a bit, sleep around 1, awake at 2, awake at 3 - late night phone call - then sleep til 5:30. I'm so tired of not sleeping. I'm so tired of being fragile in the morning because I didn't sleep. I'm tired of keeping the people around me (and within dialing distance) awake because I can't sleep.
I'm just - bleck. And then when I don't sleep I get overly sentimental and overly judgemental and overly a lot of things - and I think things I don't really believe and I worry about things that aren't real - and it's just a sad state of affairs. I just want to be healthy and well-adjusted and get reasonable amounts of sleep and have reasonable amounts of happiness. That's all. backBlog('267','what brings meaning') urlLink Feedback 
