  life sucks. finals suck. studying all day really sucks. spending a day without getting dressed or anything in sometimes a good thing tho :). and now im tired. but im waiting up cuz jen is coming over. crazy girl. she decided to come over at like 12:45. am that is.
she should be here by 1:30. good times, good times. Dude i was having this thought. and its kinda weird cuz it came at a time when i hadnt stopped studying for a couple hrs, and now its gonna come out even weirder cuz im tired as hell. but anyway, here goes. so i was listenin to ms payne talk about how she doesnt really see her high school friends anymore yesterday, and i was thinking about that today when i just couldnt take any more apes. and i thought, all my friends now just happen to be the friends i have during this brief period in my life. they rnt my friends as an absolute...just, the friends that i have now that i may never see again. like, thats just weird. cuz these people are my friends, and i cant see myself moving on and having another batch of friends...or the same for them.
it seems like a waste almost, and weird that people who are so close can just poof, move on. but really, what if i go to school on the other side of the country from some of my best friends, and we swear to keep in touch, and we email during freshman year of college, and make an effort to see eachother when we r home during the same time, but then we kinda stop having time and pretty soon we arent friends anymore.
and i am making NO SENSE. i have no idea what im writting, but bassically it seems like these r gonna be my friends forever, but what if its really just my high school friends who i see at a reunion and im like oh hah wow i remember that person. it just seems weird. and sad. and i need sleep. stop reading this!!!! bye 
