  ( I found this posted on my corkboard when I arrived on work last Thursday)  .  Imagine a World Where.  Instead of judging,  we try ro understand;
 Instead of blaming,  we take responsibility;  Instead of criticizing,  we praise;  Instead of Gossiping,  we spread the Word.
 that the Word is Love;  Instead of hurting,  we forgive;  Instead of worrying,  we trust;  Instead of hanging on,
 we let go;  Instead of living in the past or future,  we focus on the present;  Instead of hating,  we simply state our preference;  Instead of being shy,
 we express with confidence;  Instead of getting sick,  we stay healthy through laughter;  Instead of being sad,  we decide to be happy;  Instead of running away,
 we face our problems;  Instead of fearing,  we pray for guidance;  Instead of finding fault,  we look for the good;  Instead of doubting,
 we believe that things are working out for the best;  Instead of feeling separated from each other,  we recognize our Oneness;  Instead of fighting,  we make peace;  Instead of being offensive,
 we increase and multiply our acts of kindness;  Instead of anticipating the worst,  we expect the best;  And finally,  instead of being lonely,  we serve and uplift others.
 -  George Sison,  author and TV Host *  Ang Panty ( bow)  Suot kong panty kahapon Kulay puti at maluwang Wala na kasing pantying makuhang maayos Kaya napilitan akong idukwang Yan tuloy,
 nakiniig sa aking mga hita Ang pantying binili ko mahigit tatlong taon na ang nakalipas Ngunit kagabi ay napagdesisyunan Na ang pantying yon ay dapat pambahay na lamang Ang Panty ( bow)  *  I think I was just jealous that my sister already has a boyfriend.  After being single for almost a year,  my beloved sibling has finally found a guy she could spend boring hours with.
 I was jealous .  Green with envy at that.  I can't believe that she actually found a replacement for Dong and Brian.  I have yet to find the one who'll replace Botbot.  Shet.  It has been 10 long years of waiting in vain.
 And I still have feelings for the asshole.  My friend said that the trouble with me is that I keep looking for Mr.  Right when actually he could be Mr.  Right- Here- in-
Front- of- You .  First of all,  I'm not putting a gender on the next person that I'll ummm " share"
 feelings with.  Especially if she is a total imitation of Peaches ( that would be nice.  But as of now,  I think what I really need is to discover and love myself.  The other night I was counting how many boyfriends,
 MUs,  and guys I played around for fun I had.  I actually had to text some of them to ask what was our standing before.  I was writing it down on my journal:  in case I die,  my legacy will live on to the next batch of crazy/
pseudo- depressed/ abnormal/ weird/ early- 20s/
commitment- phobic( not!  cases.  Then I remembered that most of these people have offered me the best promises one could pray to hear.  But I was deaf to them.
 Because what I really wanted was silence.  A time to hear myself.  Never had that moment.  Just wished.  *  Adelina:
 Ilusyon lang 'yan.  'pag na- iin- love ako,  nagkakaputa- puta ang buhay ko.
 -  Manila By Night,  Ishmael Bernal *  ^ Amen.
