  ugh... i feel so terrible. i dunno what is up with me. its all these feelings and emotions. goodness i hate it! i hate feelin all messed up inside! its crazy! i want to just stop feeling all this junk. it would really make life alot easier if i wasnt so emotional. i overreact at everything. i always think that people dont like me. i worry about everything! i try so hard to just let it all go and just live my life... but its so hard. i mean i knew that it this was gonna take time but goodness its been almost a year now and its still just as hard. the person i've become hates the person i am. 
