  You're making me miss you too damn much and I hate you for it! Why? Why did you have to say that? Why did you tell me you love me? Don't you know it hurts to hear you say that? It pains me because we can't be together.
I mean I know you're over "us" and I'm getting to the place where I'm over "us" as well. But I still can't help but to think there still might be something there! And that sucks. I miss you sweetheart. I just want to hang out and chill with you. But all the sudden you're so busy.
I mean I can understand that you need to make money so you don't have to move in with your grandparents. I wouldn't want to either. Especially when mine are crazy. But God, it sucks that you can't even call me back when you say you will. I mean I know you have a life but I thought I was apart of it as well. Aren't I?
I mean you and I are best of friends. So you say...... It's ugh! You're confusing me because you start to act all sweet again. You started doing that the last time you wanted to get back togehter. And NO NO you cannot do that to me.
Not when I'm really starting to accept the fact that I know you and I will never be together again. You are placing false hope with in me. Why why must this happen?? YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME!!! I WON'T LET YOU!!!! I deserve so much better.
I know I do! I can't keep wanting to run back to you! I can't allow myself to have that pain of me chasing you and you rejecting me. I can't have that. I am sick to death of crying over what can't be!!! I'm done wanting you!
Haven't you realized that? We're not meant to be right now. Things are too damn tough for us to have a relationship?? So stop! Take a step back. Be my friend....be my fuck buddy......BUT DO NOT TRY AND PLAY YOUR MIND GAMES!!!!
I learned from you. I'm already a step ahead. Do NOT think you can sit there and actually think you can make me think that you love me and want to be with me again. I know it's not true. You've said it too many times. I know you love me but you love me because I am the mother of your son and I am your friend.
DON'T TRY ME BOY!!!! I AM NOT PLAYING YOUR GAMES!!!! Mood: Pissed and hurt Song: No more love~ Shinedown 
