  hokey eto na, i hope this post makes sense *tawa* just had a chat with ate cha and geri. and read their blogs. nakakatawa and yet comforting. they mirror my emotions exactly. same thoughts, same sentiments at the same exact time. must be BS KLAB at work.
i remember watching one episode of will and grace. grace just got dumped by her boyfriend and she was feeling out of sorts after that. an understatement if i have anything to say about it. nagkulong sya sa kwarto nya for days, not talking to anyone, eating hardly anything and just cried. she viewed slides of her pictures growing up.. forever asking what went wrong between her and her ex had to have some connection with wrongs that happened to her in childhood. as in obvious na depressed sya.
her friends wanted her to be happy again so they dragged her out of bed to enjoy the sun, have a life, go out and be her normal self again. although her friends meant well, grace explained that she's not as strong as her squeaky voiced friend; not as practical in life as will; nor as flighty as that flamboyant gay guy (forgot the names) her only way of healing is crying it all out and sharing her loss with her friends (nyahaha) in many ways, i see myself in grace. especially in that episode. i wanted to be strong and practical and at the same time bouncing back to a normal life after what happened but i can't. not now. not yet.
but i will be better. i should be. or else ill have all my nose hair plucked by ate cha if i ever resort to sinking down to their level. but for now, im still into that analytical phase. im dissecting, studying and rationalizing the what and wherefores of, not what had happened, but the complexities of ME (kaya puro self test ang pinopost ko dito eg i am a hidden artist). Maybe if i find my true self i will cease being such an immature kid about everything.
Maybe someday ill feel what geri feels, understand what cha knows. That when i look back, there's only thankfulness for the experience and knowledge gained from loving someone. in the end, its the friends that helped grace overcome her grief. lovers come and go but friends are forever. i love you friendships :) o diba para na akong hallmark card. thanks ulit ate cha and geri for your pearls of wisdom.
tatak natin sa bato! bukas kwento ko ung date namin ni jayr nyahaha 
