  Today has been hectic. On Wednesdays I'm a neurology bitch, so I get to do even more work for the same crappy pay. Whee. But today will likely pay off, since I bitched about my performance review (or lack thereof) to HR. She freaked out, stuck a couple of reviews in the neurologist and radiologist's boxes, and promised that my annual raise (which I didn't get) would be retroactive. To November. So I'm being very well behaved today! I need the money, badly. Very badly. But it's still been a long day. My knee is still hurting quite a bit, and I've lost a fair amount of range of motion.
I'm using it too much, probably, but not much choice in a job like this. And I'm afraid if I keep taking Advil the way I have, I'll either blow out my kidneys or piss off my ulcer. So I need an alternative. I wish Celebrex weren't so damn expensive, I'd go back on that for a while. Saw Mystic River last night. A very very good movie, but definitely a disturbing one as well. Sean Penn has grown into an amazing actor, especially after watching Fast Times at Ridgemont High the night before.
Missing the ex today. Just some of the little rituals we had, little exchanges that meant nothing - except to us. I miss the house. My rose bushes. I wonder how they're doing? The guest bedroom I was going to paint this neat aqua color, in stripes on two walls, and solid on a wall or two. I love that house, and leaving it was so very very hard. 
