  I got joy joy joy Weeping may endure for a night but joy joy joy joy cometh in the morning joy cometh in the morning all that he's brought me through i i i got joy, weeping may endure for a night but joy joy joy joy cometh in the morning joy cometh in the morning That was just on my heart, I don't know if I typed it right, but I don't care, I typed the way I feel.
I saw my good friend Eliza, at church last night. My pastor(Pastor Simpson) had to speak, she did very good. She spoke about The Love that we should have. Which is true, and again, she busted a couple of my bubbles.The best part about church was meeting my friend since November, Syyyyyyyyyyyyyk. The best part about church is the Lord that is it. The Second thing is just communizing. (Is that the right word well u know what I mean if its not.
) I had to sing of course, Ebony she didn't want to sing, so I pulled her up there. For all of you who don't know Ebony she has a natural hair style, No chemicals no nothing and she has it in a bob or an afro.She has it dyed read with her natural hair sticking up under it, which makes it nice to look at.I wish she could of brought her three kids, but they was with there daddy so, that is ok I guess.
Back to church, I was telling Eliza, that I'm changing for the good this time, because I'm just tired I being holy then turning around and freaking around with folks, then become holy again. I can't do that, I can't I have to do one or the other. I can just see what the Lord has done for me, and with me getting in the world again, that delayed the blessings that the Lord is giving me.
AND ANOTHER THING I cant see why I complain about how much I get paid on my job, and how much I hate it WHEN THE LORD BLESSED ME WITH THE JOB ANYWAY... I just started to take my job for granted actually. I kinda started to think I was too good because I have a job now, WHEN THE LORD GAVE ME THIS JOB IN THE FIRST PLACE.
I just busted my own bubble. Which actually felt good. LOL well I better go PEACE SONIA- You are truly missed, by me and eliza and ahmad, and who ever else I bet. I went to u guys church and I hugged eliza, and we talked then she looked at me and said I miss Sonia, I said yea yea well yea.
Because I miss you to and I know what she is saying. (with your sweet voice i miss that ooooooooo and you laugh too lol) ElIZA- It was nice seeing you again, and I do have a big butt, but I don't really think it is big I think it is flat, people think its big and round a plump my mom and pastor and people at school things that but when I look at it myself its not. AHMAD- I hung out with you the other day, and it was pretty good. I hope you don't think I'm nasty now, and after I did do that, I realized how much of a sin that I committed,and so I'm actually back on the Lord side again. Well trying to get to the place I was before. Please don't ask why I did it, I don't know, I guess because of the mood I was in.
But please believe that will never happen again, even if I get married. Nobody knows what I'm talking about except me and you, so that is it.If you tell someone I will cut your ears off LOL just kidding, but for real its just our business.
Renita- My sister I love you girl and I just want you to know that I will always be here, and I know you will always be there, and I thank God your in my life, becuase I feel we can better our sistership or relationship as sisters. I just want to say, when we first met, you said we have a lot of catching up to do, and what I told you after that is what I meant. I told you no we don't we can just start from here, starting from here, and catching up is so different, even if we tried to catch up we couldn't. So, we can just start from here. If we start from here, I feel that it would be best because we can have so many good times. If we just catch up those are some good and bad times. I don't want any bad times. Just good times. I know I missed a lot of folks but o well.
PEACE 
