  The vicious cycle Every time I think things are starting to get better, something like urlLink this crops up. Diamond got a shop at TGIFriday's and so we went there for dinner Wednesday night. The shop required her to purchase an alcoholic drink, so she got a Long Island Iced Tea, which got her drunk. When we'd bowl with Scooter and he'd insist on getting a pitcher of beer, she'd get drunk. Anybody who knows me knows that I have no problem with people drinking, but losing your sobriety is a severe problem, and with Diamond, it's pushing me away from her.
After that, we went for coffee, and I was in a mood. I wanted to talk, but she's basically told me to shut up about us, or else. Then I read in her blog above that she really wanted Scooter there to have coffee with us, after she's promised me over and over and over and over again that it's over, and every single time she promises me this, I find out that she isn't .
She dressed up half goth, half something happy, and looked miserable in it the whole night. Tons of other little things that grated on me the whole night, and then she posts that . I haven't wanted it to come to this, but I think it's time to end this relationship. I'm tired of being dragged back into the mire that she's created for us time and time and time again.
Certain other people are putting too much pressure on me to suck it up, that this is all my fault, "you made your bed, now sleep it in," and paying no regard at all to the fact that most of this is Diamond's fault by her own admission . This isn't worth my time, my health, or my sanity. I'm outta here. 
