  [  EDIT ]  1: 05 am.  ` Fell in love,
 and everything that I wanted What a life for me.  Now a thing don't mean a thing,  since we've parted Meant the world to me.  And though my heart's still beatin',  when will i breathe again And when will someone wake me from,  this awful dream I'm in If you could see the way I live my life If you could see the way I cry at night If you could understand the reasons why That I'm loving you still.
 If you could hear me when I call your name You gotta know it's driving me insane You know I'll never ever love again 'Cause I'm loving you still I had someone watch over me,  my protector Kept me safe and warm I had someone makin' love to me,  I thought forever But forever now is gone.  So i spend my days pretending,  I spend my nights alone I've never missed somebody so,  I've never loved so long `
 Well i got my bed set up and everything,  still have these ugly boxes.  But,  right now i'm watchin& nbsp;  elimiDATE .
 these girls are bitches.  haha.  this gurl won her boobs through a trivia game,  haha.  But i went out to eat with my cousin ,  we went to this chinese place,
 it was HELLLLA good!  and then we went to go see a Cinderella story ,  it was hella cute,  i reccomend it.  But someone turned off my computer so photoshop still isnt all the way downloaded.  So i'm waitin on that.
 But anyways .  yeah were just sittin around.  my cuzzos gon stay the night.  woo hoo.  and i guess markus is stayin true to him hangin up cause i checked the caller id and that negro didnt call me allll day.  [
 so sad .  =  ]  Well i'm outties!  xoxo & nbsp;
 oh yeah hey,  wats up with this new rich text blogger?  i like !  [ EDIT]  &
nbsp;  & nbsp;  ROCKIN DA:  blue pj's LISTENIN TO:  nelly &
amp;  jahiem-  my place Well,  I guess me and markus arent talkin,  because last night he got mad and hung up on me,  and i told him dont call me back if u hang up on me,
 and he said if i hang up on you i'll never call you back.  Oh well,  i guess its just that easy .  Well last night my damn tv stopped working,  so i had to call the direct tv place today,  so now it works.
 Earlier i went riding on the 4 wheeler with my brother,  and it was hella fun because he goes on big ass jumps,  and we drove on the street to the store we were goin like 55 and my eyes were all chinky and they were watering and yall know when in me myself and irene,  hes on his motorcycle,  and all the bugs hit his face,  well a bug hit my ear,
 it was kinda nasty.  but anyways i fell off becasue he did a wheely and then got off and i wasnt holding on,  it was hellllla funny!  but now my ass hurts.  haha,  but then we kinda 'wrecked' because he did a phat ass wheely and the wheely bar broke so i had to get up and there was all grass everywhere.
 It was koo.  but anyways.  today i have to move all the boxes in my room and vaccum ,  so my dad can put up my bed.  I really dont want to do that.  gRR.
 but its koo.  so anyways.  i am hella dissapointed that Martha Stewart is going to go to prison for 5 months.  Thats bullshit.  DO YA THUG THIZZLE MARTHA!  Damn i think i'm gonna write her a letter.
 speaking of LETTER,  how bout someone send me some mothafuckin mail,  thatd be koo.  well i'm downloadin photodhop so i can put some pics on here so yeh.  uhm i'm gonna go now!  and i'll holla at yall later &
nbsp;  wow,  what a song,  i thought it was funny,  that i came across this shit Tamia -  Long Distance Love [
Intro]  It's so hard having a long distance love It seems like Well,  it just seems like he's so far away And when I call him and he doesn't answer Well,  it seems like the world won't turn ( Yeah,  mmm)
 I just wanna pick up the phone just to hear his voice ( Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah)  I call him and let it ring and ring until he answers Just to tell him how much I miss him How much I can't stand being this far apart ( Ooh ooh,  yeah)  But most of all,
 I wanna tell him ( Yeah yeah)  I can't picture being without him ( Yeah,  hey yeah,  hey yeah,
 hey yea)  Can't picture livin' my life without you man Can't picture you not bein' around to hold my hand,  yeah Can't picture us sittin' on seperate sides of the land I can't picture you bein' this far without me man,  man Can't picture you with no phone to call me babe Can't picture you bein' five miles away,  yeah Can't picture goin' on another day Even if it's just a phone call away I tried long distance love,  I called AT&
amp; T I tried Bell Atlantic,  Sprint But none of them connects me to you Yeah,  ooh ooh,  yeah I tried long distance love,  I called AT&
amp; T I tried Bell Atlantic,  Sprint But none of them connects me to you Yeah,  ooh ooh,  yeah Can't picture you with another chick,  boy I can't eat Can't picture it in my mind,
 I can't sleep Can't picture us never bein' more than two feet Can't picture this love thing not meant to be,  be Can't picture you not drivin' in my neighborhood Can't picture them hatin' on you cuz you too good,  yeah Can't picture me goin' on another day Even though you're just a phone call away I tried long distance love,  I called AT& amp; T I tried Bell Atlantic,
 Sprint But none of them connects me to you Yeah,  ooh ooh,  yeah I tried long distance love,  I called AT& amp; T I tried Bell Atlantic,
 Sprint But none of them connects me to you Yeah,  ooh ooh,  yeah 1- 800 Dial my man,  as fast as I can He's my long distance lover So far away,  my baby 1-
800 Dial my man,  as fast as I can He's my long distance lover So far away,  my baby I tried long distance love,  I called AT& amp; T I tried Bell Atlantic,
 Sprint But none of them connects me to you Yeah,  ooh ooh,  yeah I tried long distance love,  I called AT& amp; T I tried Bell Atlantic,
 Sprint But none of them connects me to you Yeah,  ooh ooh,  yeah 
