  have your feelings ever so hurt, you didn't know what to do? See, i have a "friend" whom i trusted with my life; i mean, i had more trust and faith in him, almost more than anybody, and then i found out that he said somethin he shouldn't have! And, what he said, is something that could ruin everything, if it hasn't already! I understand, that you shouldn't care what people think, but, the thing is...when it comes down to it, you're going to care, if they think you're a slut or not!
And, when i found out last night, that this person said these things..it crushed me!...absolutely crushed me...because it's the principal of the matter, that he would actually go behind my back, and say what he said, knowing good and well it's not true! I guess what i'm just tryin to say, is that my heart hurts, and i just wanna cry, because this person, is somebody i cherish very much, and would have done anything for, but, to hear, from a guy who you like, and would like to date...that somebody who's supposed to be your best friend, and your partner in crime...is talkin about you...the way that he did...was just..too much to take in all at once i guess because, i just...don't understand why he would say that...even if he was "just kidding"?!
And, i found out some other stuff he said..and, it's down to the point now..where i just..need to stay away from him for a while...because i can't take his crap anymore!! My heart's hurting wayy too much, and, i can't take it! So, i'm through with it! I'm through with all the crap that i've had to put up with in the past, i'm through with all the laughs, i'm through with all the heartbreak, and tears, and crap!....i'm done! 
