  Today is Thursday, which means its weigh in after my first week of the diet. This week's weight loss: 4.6 pounds. I'm pretty impressed, almost 5 pounds in the first week suits me just fine. I know the weight loss tapers off over the weeks but it's a good start. I haven't decided on my goal weight, probably 125, so another 15 pounds to go... I'm psyched to get my hair cut tonight, I need a change, even if it will be a minor one.
still waiting for my job review, I'm getting nervous that my boss will forget, and I have already reminded him 3 times and now I know it would be pushing it to remind him again. I am feeling pretty stressed even though there is nothing immediate in my life to worry about. Its mostly got to do with both projects starting at work, combined with the workload of my classes (I have some exams and papers coming up), trying to see family, and trying to see some friends that I have been missing. I may be busy but it doesn't mean I'm not bored. My routine is killing me, and I've fenced myself in with bad weather, family obligations and work expectations. I am dying to get on my bike and ride around alone or see some of my friends again. Problem is, my initiative is not nearly as strong as my desire.
add to that the hurricane that is my relationship with my BF and I guess the stress makes sense. I got lambasted for my weekend fight update on my blog, so against better judgment I am once again writing about that private stuff I'm not suppose to. Fact is, we cannot get along. My fault? His fault? ... what does it matter? I wish this stuff could be fixed but I have doubts that you can come back from such a long fall. And we're both pretty bitter. This fight has been fought so many times before. Our theme: Sysiphus. 
