  Im in a bad mood and i dont really know why. Sunday nights seem to do this to me cause everything is so slow. I had a fun day even. Went out with grace for a while and we managed to stir up some good times. But it all just seems like filler lately. Like the only time i really want to be around is with jackie.
And i know thats not good. Because we both have other friends to see and jobs and sports to do. And its definatly not a smart thing to throw away your previous life for anyone, unless that is a very bad life which isnt the case here. It just sucks majorly that all this planning has to go on and all this running around has to happen just for one night a week.
It gets me so frustrated cause im crazy about this girl that i get to see maybe half as much as id like. But the funny part is all it takes is an hour or two of seeing her and everything is perfect. Its just id like to keep that feeling going for more than 24 hours. I need to stop thinking so much about this stuff. 
