  I am so out of touch so i was sitting in math today, and it hit me. I'm not even feeling human emotions anymore, im just kind of there... If you ever read fight club you would know the line "everything is a picture of a picture of a picture [...] it's not even happening to you" thats really how i feel. I mean i just sit in classes and let it wash over me, some i understand, most i just let go, and i honestly dont know where the time goes, i just dont remember most of my life between monday and friday. Its not even a bad thing, or is it, i just find it weird. I kind of miss taking part in my life, i mean i do that over weekends and detaching is the only way to not die in the season, but i still miss it.
oh well. Meet against north in two periods. Jak will be there, so i hope i swim fast and impress her. The hard part is shes going with kristen dicciani who is dating one of the fastest kids on our team, in state for that matter, so i cant help but look sub par. Haha, thats pretty elementary school "LOOK AT ME" mentality, but im pretty sure my mind never left the sixth grade. By the way Vasich, i hope you win, its hilarious how you look at it like a video game. 
