  Hello, here am I agan...After my terrible experience in L.A this weekend....Why do I trust on people so bad? Why do I share my feelings when I dont even know the person? Am I stupid, old fashioned or what? I really dont know...What I can say is that Im frustrated, dissapointed and tired of being such a romantic person...Nowadays nothing works like that anymore...Fuck the hell, but thats life right now...Everyone is a jerk...Dam it!!! I had this weird feeling that something was going to happen...WHy should I follow my instincts? They always tell me something! With the news that I had in LA, it seemed that I crashed a wall, or some blocks felt inside my brain....but life moves on....but I dont feel like going out anymore...At least yestardey I bought a new winter jacket....so I was happy about it... I will write more later...I have some stuff to do...wine tasting this afternoon!!! cool...Im going with my friend francois in this really fancy place!! lets see...I dont want to get drunk! Ciao 
