  i dunno what to think right now... i kinda got to thinking about my life and all the crap that i have to deal with and, frankly, i got a lil depressed.
which is really weird for me since i'm normally so jovial... this isn't the first time i've felt like this though, but it has been a while (~1year).
ehhhhhhh, i feel so damn frustrated. i think i start thinking like this after i've been living by myself for a while, which would explain why i last felt like this a year ago... or maybe i need to listen to some more upbeat music (no more coldplay or travis for some time then). but what i really need is to get some fucking balls and start talking to people. maybe then i can make life less stagnant. oh well... 
