  WENDY'S HERE! &nbsp; I'm probably just neurotic, since this is my fourth post today. Tell me I am and spare me the self-diagnosis. &nbsp; I still have "Vindicated" stuck in my head after all these days. Thinking about the paper sends me deeper into despair, though I think I'm done with part one and I just have to think of reasons now of why Swann's obsession was conscious. &nbsp; I think I'm going to stop explaining things now. It trivializes. 
